Just had a quick read through this and got to the last post and thought... Are you using 2 different bikes? A 6 and a 10? If so then in my opinion switching between thr 2 whilst your trying to regain confidence will only take you longer.
Your probably more than aware of the 2 different riding styles and alternating between high corner speed on the 6 and the drop in pick up and fire of the 10.
Your last post seems like your getting your mojo back, but if you are using 2 bikes, id advise to using one for now, just untill your confident in your abilty again.
Before i go out, either racing or trackday, i have a few second sat on the bike with me. Just breathing and smiling. Some people have called it stupid, wierd, or rekon im being a cock, but it settles me down, and so far, its seems to be working.
Either way, glad its getting there.. Hope it all comes back soon
Martyn